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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

You might be saying i have no responsibilities to anybody.
neither do i have to confess all this things out..
But guilt became my weakness & its killing every part
of me. Suddenly i felt my heart has lost its stand.
I have to let you know how i feel all these while..

I know it hasn't been fair to you.
I can see you have been trying hard to prove yourself.
The effort you put in i truely appreciate it.
Thanks for loving me but..

Im sorry. I'm sorry for the actions that I'd done, sorry for the words that I'd said,
sorry for neglecting your feelings, sorry for not being able to be how you wanted me to be.
I told you, its never easy for me to trust in guys once again.
It didn't became a phobia, but it became an obstacle I had to overcome it myself.
This might takes me some times not definitey not at the moment.
And i knew deep within, it will never be easy for me to make a u-turn back
to my old self once again..

For all that has happen,
I knew it instantly that i've hurt another innocent party,
Cos i can't offer you back what you had given me.
I apologize for the way i led you on & not able to
give you any promises. It has been so selfish of me & soon karma will
come after me. I admit im a failure when it comes with dealing things like this.
Always running and escaping, but now i knew this shouldn't continue on.
Things that i do, it's destroying my soul, my integrity.
And i would have to stop all these before thing gets really out of hands.

Im sure there will be a price i'd have to pay for all that i've done.
Not demanding for much, and im prepared for the worst.
Friends or strangers we might be, its in the hands of yours (:

This is only for you. You know who you are. I know you'll be reading this.
永遠の愛
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